Thank you

I am dying to know why you refused to help me.

Amid two days of conversation and beating around the bushes, you gave no answer. “What have you done for me?” was your reply. In this critical time, you need to weigh the scales before taking any step? I did not ask you for the moon. I merely ask for your physical presence. There is no necessity for any exertion of strength or fatigue on your part. I did not realize until now, that it is such a dread to be by my side.

I see the dynamics now. You need to receive before you give. Very well. So what has Exxx done for you to justify your help? Likewise, Bxxx must have done you a lot of favor since you always ready to lend a hand.

All these are not important now. Thanks to you, I’ve learned an important lesson: One needs to be independent even emotionally because nobody is reliable except oneself. It is good to be broken because next time, the pain will not hurt as much. I’ve crumpled but I will stand up again. I will be a little bit stronger, a little bit tougher and a little bit wiser.

You once asked me why was I so cold and impassive at times. That is because, thanks to people like you, who made me the way I am. So all in all, thank you.